Come home soon.....

Well another week has gone by. Slowly, but surely. I wish the time would go by much faster. It seems to be just crawing along. I have been thinking about all the things that will need to be done when Jess gets back. I wish I could start on them now, but it is hard without a definite return date. Jesse will go to Bagdad in a couple of days to attend a re-deployment meeting. He should have a more clear outline after this meeting -- maybe even a concrete date. Let's all cross our fingers and hope. Other than wanting Jesse home, I haven't been up to very much. Just taking care of Ethan. I am headed to Seattle on Wednesday so that should be a nice break. Hope everyone is well. Love to you all.
Lindsey

Feeling Better

Well Ethan and I are both feeling better. I never realized how hard it can be on a parent to take care of a sick child. I think it is more traumatizing on the parent. I know that is how I felt! Ethan seems to be feeling better. I think it will be a couple more days before he is back 100%, but at least he is getting there. I am feeling better too. I am a little tired, but better. I have had a nice break from the Bengalettes, which has made me feel better too. I have decided not to let the actions of a few teenage girls influence how I feel. I hope the days start going by more quickly. It seems like time is dragging by. I just want April to be here so Jesse can get home. I am headed to Seattle the first week of February for one last visit with Jess's family. I think it will be a nice break and change of scenery for Ethan and I. Hope everyone else is well. I know a lot of people have been sick lately...hope you feel better!
Love Lindsey

INSANITY

Well as those of you who I talk to regularly know, the dance team is driving me insane. If I ever say I want to have anything to do with high school age girls again, someone please stop me! Especially if the job only pays 35 cents an hour. All their drama and negativity has been weighing me down. I am trying not to stress out over it, but it is hard. I have made the decision to just toughen up and let it roll off my back. On a better note, Jesse will definitely be home earlier than June. I can't wait. I think life in general will seem better when he returns. I can't wait. I think all things in the world will be right when he returns. :) Love to you all.
Lindsey