Feeling Better

Well I am feeling better since Ethan's doctor appointment on Friday. I am convinced that Ethan is perfect. I spend more time with him than anyone and I don't ever see anything wrong with him. The only time I am reminded of it is when I have to go to another appointment. I am feeling better after talking to Jesse and the Grandma's. I think Ethan is going to be just fine. No, I know he is going to be. He is an angel and is nothing short of a miracle. I couldn't love the boys in my life any more than I do. You know that saying "God will never give you more than you can handle?" Well I wish he would take a break with testing that theory out on my family. I think the last six months have brought just about all that I can handle. I told Jesse I am going to need therapy after this whole ordeal. I just can't wait to have Jesse come home to visit. There couldn't be a better time. Everyone seems to be reaching their stress limit. Jesse's visit will give all of us a much needed morale boost. I am so excited. Well, better get to bed soon. 4:45am always seems to come so fast!